Who am I
Chapters 12 & 13
I sure don’t feel grown up. At 41 I still feel like I am in my 20’s. Hard when your kids are beginning their 20’s. I also still feel like a little girl when it comes to my relationship with Jesus. I was a daddy’s girl growing up. I still feel like the little girl of my Abba Father. My parents may both be gone. My initial reaction to this new season was “I am an orphan.”. I am NOT an orphan. I am not alone.
I feel closest to Abba Father when I am worshiping. I feel like when I am praying I am asking…or ahem telling….but worshipping….with music blaring I feel like it’s just us…Jesus and Me….one on one….That is when I feel most connected. Do I see my life as worship? Not really. Not that it isn’t. I just feel the music is the best way for ME to worship.
Today I am content. With contentment brings peace. Amazing, comforting peace.